He is home at last

He has finally returned home! I have been anticipating his return for so long I was so happy. It reminded me of the same feeling a child feels when Christmas day is coming up, and yesterday was my Christmas. He will only be home for about a month though and then he is gone again :( bit next time will be easier. I have yet to recieve my first spanking and i have also not brought it up to him. Well i sort of did but not verbally, i was reading online about dd and he looked over at my computer and saw what i was reading. Now that he is hone i am wondering how this will all be initiated? Any help anyone? Do you remember your first spanking? How did it begin? Was it awkward? Well thanks in advanced!